white man, white man… I have tried for so long to avoid addressing how you make me feel. Out of…
Some paragraphs or whatever
Tip: Can’t nobody take your voice. It’s yours. I mean, people always have the choice of ignoring you. But that…
Gold-ish liquid
Are you stupid? Or are you dumb? What in the hell would possess you to breastfeed a new, precious, innocent…
Push, coast
It’s something about right here that I can chill. This is mine. This is my healing. My loud way of…
Ready or not
This gone sound crazy. But I don’t know how to be no woman. I mean, especially not good enough to…
Big belly
I guess now is the time to write this blog. Right now as I’m sitting in these feelings. Actually, I…
Wanna know the truth?
I’m tired of being fucking pregnant. I want my body back. I want to see my vagina. I want to…
She don’t listen
“Ciarra. Just sit your ass down and write.” … this is really how I be talking to myself. Cus I’m…
Baby mama
A lot of people disagree with this term. But I like to call shit how I see it. I don’t…
Foodie
Most of my life, I have had this really unhealthy relationship with food. I never thought of it as an…
Mid-term survivor
12 years, 10 months. Approximately 4,687.27 days. A few drug regimens. Stigmatizing traumas. A HIV- negative child. What feels like…
Helpless helper
I called Al-Anon. In tears. Ugly, snotty, gasping for air type ass tears. The lady on the other end of…