Gold-ish liquid

Are you stupid? Or are you dumb? What in the hell would possess you to breastfeed a new, precious, innocent … More

Push, coast

It’s something about right here that I can chill. This is mine. This is my healing. My loud way of … More

Ready or not

This gone sound crazy. But I don’t know how to be no woman. I mean, especially not good enough to … More

Big belly

I guess now is the time to write this blog. Right now as I’m sitting in these feelings. Actually, I … More

She don’t listen

“Ciarra. Just sit your ass down and write.” … this is really how I be talking to myself. Cus I’m … More

Baby mama

A lot of people disagree with this term. But I like to call shit how I see it. I don’t … More


Most of my life, I have had this really unhealthy relationship with food. I never thought of it as an … More

Mid-term survivor

12 years, 10 months. Approximately 4,687.27 days. A few drug regimens. Stigmatizing traumas. A HIV- negative child. What feels like … More

Helpless helper

I called Al-Anon. In tears. Ugly, snotty, gasping for air type ass tears. The lady on the other end of … More